Aug 11, 2006 02:53
my parents have been just different lately
i can't stand it
you know you may not be happy with my decision, but at least respect it because its my choice what i want to do with my life
how wonderful do you think it feels to be told your retarded and that your an idiot for making a choice that will make you happy, for wanting to have a say in how your life goes...
they act like there's only one reason i dont want to leave, and yes, that reason is a big part of it, but its not all
part of it is them
i dont want to leave them, and by them i mean my mom, behind.
but she thinks i'm using that as an excuse
yea mom, my caring about your health and how your doing is a great excuse to not want to leave.
act like im using you as a scapegoat or just another excuse
they think im screwing up my life and that i'm "heading in a horrible direction" i'd like to see how
i'd like to know how i'm such a bad kid, what did i do so wrong?
they dont trust me, they dont respect me, they make fun of me, they treat me like i'm stupid and i cant make decisions for myself
they dont realize theres a point where they need to stop telling me how to live my life...
I'm fucking 18
i can make a decision about how i want my life to go if i want to, and i would hope that of all people, my parents would love and care about me enough to respect it
cause to be totally honest, i can't do this on my own.
i don't know how to do everything, but instead of helping me, or showing me how, they treat me like i'm stupid.
if you think i'm a bad kid, you havent seen anything
i'm not a bad kid, what did i ever do? i haven't done anything any other teen hasn't already done. i'm not out of control, im not disrespectful, and despite what they think i do care about my family. my parents think im out of control cause i smoke, or cause i've drank with my friends, and i honestly asked my mom, "do you think im the only kid who does this?"
and she said yes
and you say i act stupid sometimes
thanks alot mom and dad....
for not being there when i needed you, for turning me away when i needed your help more than ever. for treating me like i'm stupid, not trusting me, and acting like im a horrible kid. for acting like you could care less how i feel...
and for turning your back on me when i thought you would be there for me...
yea thanks