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[brknblackroses]

well its 6am sunday morning and its my last hour of working at the middletown hampton inn and suites. im gonna miss it and i know not many people know that but i will. i had alot of tears and smiles here. to many memories to even mention but most of all i had friends here and people who cared for me and beleived in me. i know if i only worked harder this week i would have been starting as a supervisor since kazondra left but i blew that chance. im glad now cause i couldnt hadle the bitches i work with . Dont get me wrong they are great people but BITCHES we All are bitches and i dont want the drama anymore. this job is exasting. i love this business which is why i want to talk to mike about working for him in raynham. i want to go into housekeeping for a while though. i know it will be rough and a pain in the ass but i need a break from the public for a while GUESTS SUCK!!! i dont know what he'll say i hope its good. ive been thinking about miving in with my grandparents so i can be closer to work and get away for a while. it will be good for me. maybe they will even allow josh to stay too. that would be cool. he has a better chance at getting a job up there and he can get a mass lisence and drive again. rent is cheaper too and they take less out in your check maybe ill see if he wants to visit them fro a couple of days this week . i knowmy grandma would like company anyways and that place is da bomb well my back is starting to hurt so im gonna go peace out

oh yeah today is my tattoos 1 year anniversary and me and josh lost our v card to each other today !