Leaving.
My husband leaves in a little over than a month and a half. I'm terrified of the leaving and the not hearing from him. I know that others have gone through this before and I sound like a big baby, but it's all new for me. He leaves at the end of April, and two months ago it seemed like it was an eternity away. However, now it's all sneaking up on me way too quickly. My husband and I just got married a few months ago, and now he's leaving. I feel like we haven't even had any time together and now the Army is making him do all this extra shit to make sure he's prepared enough for his 5th deployment. It's retarded and rediculous. I actually broke down on him last night. I bawled my eyes out and told him how scared I was that something could happen and he wont make it back home, which sounds very morbid, I know. Ugh. I just don't even know.