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I wonder why he treats me so good. Why he actually cares. I wonder why he has me call him every night to make sure that I get here safely. I wonder why he doesn't yell and hit and pinch. I wonder why he doesn't make me feel stupid. I wonder why he hasn't tried to get in my pants yet. I wonder why he lets me be me. This is't at all what I'm used to and I love it. I'm loving every minute that I spend with him. But, I'm afraid to start getting used to the way that he treats me. I'm scared it's all a show and that once I get used to it, and accustomed to it, he'll quit. Or, worse...he'll leave.
And then I get my hopes up. I still have to let a few people meet him before I can comfortably commit myself to letting this get serious, but I like him. I think that maybe this one will work. Maybe it'll last a little while. Maybe he likes me for me and he'll stick around for a little while. Maybe, my luck is starting to change.
THe funny thing: I thought I loved Eric. I was more sure of it than anything ever before. But, I know that I was wrong. I'm not saying that I love Justin. It's been a week, give me a break. I mean, I like him alot. And, I care for him. But, *love* that's a WHOLE other story.
His family is great. They're all so friendly and funny. Esp. his sister. She's great.
I dunno. I'm feeling happy. And, that's great. I jsut had to share.
Now, It's bed time. I'm beat.
:lvoes:
And then I get my hopes up. I still have to let a few people meet him before I can comfortably commit myself to letting this get serious, but I like him. I think that maybe this one will work. Maybe it'll last a little while. Maybe he likes me for me and he'll stick around for a little while. Maybe, my luck is starting to change.
THe funny thing: I thought I loved Eric. I was more sure of it than anything ever before. But, I know that I was wrong. I'm not saying that I love Justin. It's been a week, give me a break. I mean, I like him alot. And, I care for him. But, *love* that's a WHOLE other story.
His family is great. They're all so friendly and funny. Esp. his sister. She's great.
I dunno. I'm feeling happy. And, that's great. I jsut had to share.
Now, It's bed time. I'm beat.
:lvoes: