Aug 08, 2006 14:37
Going to lunch with Jenny.
Hopefully it won't be stressful. I'm hoping that maybe she will help me figure a lot of things out. I understand that I'm at a point where I'm supposed to figure things out for myself, but I need help. I can't do this on my own. I need help. I need anyone's help. And lots of it.
I'm at a point where I'm happy and I'm scared to be alone, but I'm so SICK of fighting all te time. I'm tired of crying myself to sleep at least twice a week. I'm sick of being unhappy.
All advice appreciated.
I'm hopping in the shower. Well, I'm going to step into the shower, but it's going to be a quick step.
Love to all.