life
Right about now I wish life wasn't so complicated and hard. It seems every time I have something bad going on I get more heaved on top of the already painfully heavy pile. I know I'm a strong person but wow really... I mean really God you can't maybe have mercy and let me recover some. I know there is a lot I don't understand I get that there is more that you want me to do. Yes I'm stubborn and ignore some things because I can't deal with the message but please for right now just love me and let me recover from the blows I've been dealt.
I'm grateful for the wonderful things you've done in my life. You made me special and strong enough to carry a lot, but I just need help with the things going on now. I'm scared and hurting yet I know I'm going to man up and push on. I know I'll be OK because its the only choice but really I'm a little stressed and I'm human. I feel like at times your joking with me because I know some things are not really what's going to happen. Proves you have a sense of humor if you ask me lol.
Anyways I'll do what I normally do pray about it and pray some more when I can't believe what's being confirmed because no one else does. You'd think after all these years it would've changed but truth normally doesn't you just learn to see that choices can alter things.
Bleh enough babble from me tonight.
I'm grateful for the wonderful things you've done in my life. You made me special and strong enough to carry a lot, but I just need help with the things going on now. I'm scared and hurting yet I know I'm going to man up and push on. I know I'll be OK because its the only choice but really I'm a little stressed and I'm human. I feel like at times your joking with me because I know some things are not really what's going to happen. Proves you have a sense of humor if you ask me lol.
Anyways I'll do what I normally do pray about it and pray some more when I can't believe what's being confirmed because no one else does. You'd think after all these years it would've changed but truth normally doesn't you just learn to see that choices can alter things.
Bleh enough babble from me tonight.