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God bless wonderful days!!! Last weekend I had a great time with my brothers family and then my best friend. This weekend it was stressful but worth it in the end! Had a great time with my family and that includes my best friend.. all for my babys bday.. hard to believe that 4 yrs ago I was giving one of the scariest news in my whole life that my baby may not be ok. But he was even born so early. I may stress n deal with my extreme emotions but I know I'm blessed! Anyone who doesn't know me would think I take for granted things in my life but I've gotten where I have by dealing with a whole lota pain. Today yes I deal with issues that break me at times but I come back ..I vent I flip out but I move forward. It doesn't mean I don't have faith it means I am human and I am allowed to feel like I do. God knows my heart he knows me. I am thankful for my family and the few friends I have. Yes something's are missing but I am grateful for what I have and who I have. Because I can honestly say that because I have loved true and been a caring person I will always be proud to be real and myself. God will. Always treasure me even if others do not.
So thank u lord for the last two wonderful family filled weekends. And for always keeping me true to myself. And mostly for giving me my family.
So thank u lord for the last two wonderful family filled weekends. And for always keeping me true to myself. And mostly for giving me my family.