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i've been thinking about this all day..
i'm really nervous about going to georgia at the end of may.
i have to meet my dad and "memaw".. who is supposedly "dying" to see me.
well she's had 17 years to do that.
i'm afraid i'll confront them and make a scene. probably won't cuz i'm not like that.
it just makes me feel really unloved.
like i mean nothing to them. but i'm his daughter and her granddaughter whether they like it or not.
i just don't want them to be all fake and lovey around me.
but i can't wait to meet my brother. he probably won't know who i am.
sry guys i just wanted to vent about that.
She can't remember
The times that she thought
Does my daddy love me?
Probably not.
That didn't stop her
From wishing that he did
Didn't keep her from wanting
Or worshipping him.
She guesses she saw him
About once a year
She could still feel the way she felt
Standing in tears.
Stretching her arms out
As far as they'd go
Whispering daddy
I want you to know.
Chorus:
I love you this much
And I'm waiting on you
To make up your mind
Do you love me too?
How ever long it takes
I'm never giving up
No matter what,
I love you this much.
--- Instrumental ---
She grew to hate him
For what he had done
'Cause what kind of father
Could do that to his daughter?
She said "Damn you daddy."
The day that he died
The woman didn't blink
But the little girl cried.
Chorus:
I love you this much
And I'm waiting on you
To make up your mind
Do you love me too?
How ever long it takes
I'm never giving up
No matter what,
I love you this much.
Half way through the service
While the choir sang the hymn
She looked up above the preacher
And she sat and stared at him.
She said, ''Forgive me Father''
When she realized
That she hadn't been unloved
Or alone all her life.
His arms were stretched out
As far as they'd go
Nailed to the cross
For the whole world to know.
Chorus:
I love you this much
And I'm waiting on you
To make up your mind
Do you love me too?
How ever long it takes
I'm never giving up
No matter what,
I love you this much...
i've been thinking about this all day..
i'm really nervous about going to georgia at the end of may.
i have to meet my dad and "memaw".. who is supposedly "dying" to see me.
well she's had 17 years to do that.
i'm afraid i'll confront them and make a scene. probably won't cuz i'm not like that.
it just makes me feel really unloved.
like i mean nothing to them. but i'm his daughter and her granddaughter whether they like it or not.
i just don't want them to be all fake and lovey around me.
but i can't wait to meet my brother. he probably won't know who i am.
sry guys i just wanted to vent about that.
She can't remember
The times that she thought
Does my daddy love me?
Probably not.
That didn't stop her
From wishing that he did
Didn't keep her from wanting
Or worshipping him.
She guesses she saw him
About once a year
She could still feel the way she felt
Standing in tears.
Stretching her arms out
As far as they'd go
Whispering daddy
I want you to know.
Chorus:
I love you this much
And I'm waiting on you
To make up your mind
Do you love me too?
How ever long it takes
I'm never giving up
No matter what,
I love you this much.
--- Instrumental ---
She grew to hate him
For what he had done
'Cause what kind of father
Could do that to his daughter?
She said "Damn you daddy."
The day that he died
The woman didn't blink
But the little girl cried.
Chorus:
I love you this much
And I'm waiting on you
To make up your mind
Do you love me too?
How ever long it takes
I'm never giving up
No matter what,
I love you this much.
Half way through the service
While the choir sang the hymn
She looked up above the preacher
And she sat and stared at him.
She said, ''Forgive me Father''
When she realized
That she hadn't been unloved
Or alone all her life.
His arms were stretched out
As far as they'd go
Nailed to the cross
For the whole world to know.
Chorus:
I love you this much
And I'm waiting on you
To make up your mind
Do you love me too?
How ever long it takes
I'm never giving up
No matter what,
I love you this much...