life goes on as i'm fading away..
hey guys.
i wanted to wake up early this morning to read but i didn't of course.
britt picked me up around 12:30 to go to solo. she sang then i sang. hopefully we did good. *crosses fingers* if i don't get a 1 i probably won't do it again next year.
we went to this mexican restaurant in kingwood and it sucked really bad. waiter was a total butthead.
i drove for the first time in kingwood. i get excited about firsts. lol like buying my first r-rated movie ticket last night. imma dork. :P hehe
and i got a myspace and was excited that tj was my first friend and first comment. lol ignore my dorkiness. :D
i heard the new backstreet boys song on the radio on the way home today. not that bad. i remember when i used to LOVE them. hahaha oh no.. i'm listening to their old songs. lol i miss my younger days.
tomorrow i have to do all my english crap. i'm almost done reading catcher.
i was really bored tonight and wanted to do something but had nothing to do and had to read. blah.
i'm gonna go to bed.
night night!
"Held"
Natalie Grant
Two months is too little.
They let him go.
They had no sudden healing.
To think that providence would
Take a child from his mother while she prays
Is appalling.
Who told us we'd be rescued?
What has changed and why should we be saved from nightmares?
We're asking why this happens
To us who have died to live?
It's unfair.
Chorus:
This is what it means to be held.
How it feels when the sacred is torn from your life
And you survive.
This is what it is to be loved.
And to know that the promise was
When everything fell we'd be held.
This hand is bitterness.
We want to taste it, let the hatred know our sorrow.
The wise hands opens slowly to lilies of the valley and tomorrow.
(Chorus)
Bridge:
If hope is born of suffering.
If this is only the beginning.
Can we not wait for one hour watching for our Savior?
(Chorus)
i wanted to wake up early this morning to read but i didn't of course.
britt picked me up around 12:30 to go to solo. she sang then i sang. hopefully we did good. *crosses fingers* if i don't get a 1 i probably won't do it again next year.
we went to this mexican restaurant in kingwood and it sucked really bad. waiter was a total butthead.
i drove for the first time in kingwood. i get excited about firsts. lol like buying my first r-rated movie ticket last night. imma dork. :P hehe
and i got a myspace and was excited that tj was my first friend and first comment. lol ignore my dorkiness. :D
i heard the new backstreet boys song on the radio on the way home today. not that bad. i remember when i used to LOVE them. hahaha oh no.. i'm listening to their old songs. lol i miss my younger days.
tomorrow i have to do all my english crap. i'm almost done reading catcher.
i was really bored tonight and wanted to do something but had nothing to do and had to read. blah.
i'm gonna go to bed.
night night!
"Held"
Natalie Grant
Two months is too little.
They let him go.
They had no sudden healing.
To think that providence would
Take a child from his mother while she prays
Is appalling.
Who told us we'd be rescued?
What has changed and why should we be saved from nightmares?
We're asking why this happens
To us who have died to live?
It's unfair.
Chorus:
This is what it means to be held.
How it feels when the sacred is torn from your life
And you survive.
This is what it is to be loved.
And to know that the promise was
When everything fell we'd be held.
This hand is bitterness.
We want to taste it, let the hatred know our sorrow.
The wise hands opens slowly to lilies of the valley and tomorrow.
(Chorus)
Bridge:
If hope is born of suffering.
If this is only the beginning.
Can we not wait for one hour watching for our Savior?
(Chorus)