Feb 03, 2005 21:03
"It was a secret wanting, like a song I couldn't stop humming, or loving someone I could never have"- White Oleander
Sorry it's been so long...to anyone that reads this that is. Well, lately, everything's been a beautiful fucked-up mess. Just so you know. I have to apologize to Damien, what I did was wrong, but before you judge me, know the full story, okay? Nate is in NY, and I already miss him...this is going to be the first day since I met him that I won't at least talk to him on the phone. It sucks. I am actually gonna work harder this semester. I feel obligated to. And I sort of want this play to be over. It's not that I don't like it, it's just consuming my time too much, and now I have to start working on that awful project. Oh well...I might start a tsunami relief fundraiser (ideas or help would be much appreciated). Also, I think maybe I'm going to start going to work again. *sigh* Being broke sucks A LOT! And I also need to vent about the Tyler story, for anyone who needs a good piece of gab. Gimme a call...I hate to bring hi up, but I have to talk about it with someone...since I don't think he'll talk to me. Yea...so...Have a lovely evening ladies and gents. And don't stay too fucking distant. As bitchy as i am, I love you all. Especially my sisters of the gay tribe...lmao...so drop me a line or a memo or whatever. Peace out. I'm history for now...
-Joshua Barton