Jan 05, 2005 20:20
So the past four years, or three and one half, I have had times where I was feeling very swamped and stressed and academically suicidal. During these times I have told myself "it's ok Tiffany...you are working harder than you have to right now, but it will pay off when that whole college thing comes up." I got my acceptance letter to Baylor...and everyone is all..."Congratulations!" and I kind of smile and say thinks while my mind goes "yeah right! congratulations to who? I don't have $24,000...so in less you are going to give it to me, keep your congrats to yourself...this sucks" And today...yeah...I went to talk to Ms. Henderson. She told me a couple things about some stuff, and it turns out I'm not totally behind everyone in the world. It turns out that UT not sending me a decision until April doesn't mean they hate me and they don't want me in their school. I turns out $24,000 a year is not so out of reach and student loans are really not death in a fancy intrest covered package. It's ok if I don't know what I want to do...and going into liberal arts does not make me stupid, although Mclane would beg to differ. I like Ms. Henderson. I should talk to her more often...yeah. That's it.
Oh and Also Ms. Gaetjins told us an out of the box story that made college seem like an adventure.
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That's me in the box...but right now I'm at least talking to the spring...before I was in denial...so that's an improvement...right?