May 02, 2005 16:17
I feel like such a looser. My lessons are shit, and my teacher know it. How could she not? I feel as if I've let her down. My head is pounding and people are all worried.
I can't let people rely on me anymore. I'm not your f'ing mother. Go suck someone else's tit for a change. I love you but I can't take this pressure. Lord give me strength.
Delaware soon. I'm excited. For a place with only a beach and a screen door factory, its looking a helluva lot better then here right now.
Why does everyone think I would be an English major? They tend to think I'm a beat-knick. Today I look nice though. Senior interviews. I'm DTM today, and people noticed. I like it, they dont.
I think there are about 10 more days left. Thank goodness, I couldnt last much longer than that.
Certain people are dead to the world, and me. This incomunicagno shit is getting old.