what the fuck are friends anyway?
wow friends how fucking disappointing can they be and i mean everyone is supposed to be best friends with eachother so why is everyone having these 'charming' little side plans with eachother leaving people out disappointing people im not gona lie ive done it too but ive had it done to me so many more times, and always by the same people to andl ook if u have a problem with someone dont disclude them just takl about it to them. lets grow up now guys we're in 9th grade.
last night i stayed after school till 6 for the basketball game. me alyssa katie and rachel orderd chinese food but we werent realy that hungtry so everyone else got to eat it. then at school i went on aim for a lil bit then we all just chilled and talked then the game was at 6 and we put alyssa in like 3 basket tosses and she went like to the moon. after that my dad drove me char and tom bak to my house we chilled and then we went to the mall for a lil thats where tom got piked up then we went home char got piked up then i sat and thought for like a whole hour and i thought really hard too about life and like why everyone is so confusing demanding and hurtful at the same time and no one else cares bc eveyrone is out for themselfs. andt he only ppl who do care are the ppl who u dont want to care bc you dont want to hurt them so mabye if they jsut stopped caring it wouldnt be so difficult for u to fucking say no to them. and its even harder to say that u dont need someone to listen to you when thats all you want. but only the wrong people will.
im so confused and idk whats worth it any more
-jenn
last night i stayed after school till 6 for the basketball game. me alyssa katie and rachel orderd chinese food but we werent realy that hungtry so everyone else got to eat it. then at school i went on aim for a lil bit then we all just chilled and talked then the game was at 6 and we put alyssa in like 3 basket tosses and she went like to the moon. after that my dad drove me char and tom bak to my house we chilled and then we went to the mall for a lil thats where tom got piked up then we went home char got piked up then i sat and thought for like a whole hour and i thought really hard too about life and like why everyone is so confusing demanding and hurtful at the same time and no one else cares bc eveyrone is out for themselfs. andt he only ppl who do care are the ppl who u dont want to care bc you dont want to hurt them so mabye if they jsut stopped caring it wouldnt be so difficult for u to fucking say no to them. and its even harder to say that u dont need someone to listen to you when thats all you want. but only the wrong people will.
im so confused and idk whats worth it any more
-jenn