Sep 10, 2004 07:10
ususally looking forward to friday is fun cuz it gives you something to look forward too. not me tho ... i have school till 115 and then i get to start my waitressing job at jakes. normally id be excited but im sooooo tired ... all i wanna do is go to sleep. i jus want one full day that i have absolutly nothing to do and i can jus sit around and be lazy ... most of all i can sleeeeeeeeep. i miss summer jus cuz i didnt have to go to school, i miss having money too ... before i was working over 40 hours and now im down to like 3 days. yeah im poor! i think all the stress is kicking in. shit coolage aint no picnic!!
so yea tie came home last night. everyone at work surprised me ... i cant believe those fuckers didnt tell me that shit ... especailly sarahh. im happy hes home but i cant go back to the way things were ... smokin blunts everyday and everynight. i cant do it ... ill die! not to mention i dont have much free time to do much of anything anymore and i kno ties gonna wanna chill like everyday and it just isnt humanly possible. but im glad to have him home ... this is where he belongs no doubt about that.
I MISS MAH LYSEEE (BABYGIRL) .... i havent had time to do shit the past few days and it fuckin blows ass. i wish i didnt have to go to school and i could jus chill wit mah girls all day and night but i cant. i jus miss it .. and i miss mah babygirl. shits crazzzzzy laetely ... everything! i think i may be loosing my mind!!!!!!! well off to psychology ... my favorite class of the day .. NOTTTTTTTTT!!!! hit up the cell later if you want ... if im not sleeping ill answer that shit!!! hape everythings going well for everyone else thoooooooo lots of loveeee XXXOOOO