shit

[britzoskitzo]

well, homecoming would have been extravigantly wonderful if my first choice of date would have been able to go. but because his teachers suck he couldn't attend. so i went with someone else. who has now asked me to be his g/f. and i don't know what to do. cuz he's a nice guy. but i don't really want to date him. and as easy as it is for me to say no most of the time. he was holding onto me at that dance like he was never going to let go. and now i'm just gonna feel bad saying no. but i don't really want to say yes. cuz i like someone else. but i don't know if he likes me. and this is frustrating. i was doing really good not having a boyfriend all throughout my high school career. and if i say yes, that only allows for more stuff to happen. and i can't even tell you how many times he tried to kiss me last night. nor how many pick up lines he was slippin. but whatever. if you have any suggestions i need them. cuz i told him i'd think about it. damn tomorrow being monday. why is he in my sixth period class?...*awkward*

help please!

~peace~

me