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I just had the most terrible dream I have ever had. Oh my gosh, when I woke up, my stomach even hurt. When I opened my eyes, I said a prayer, relieved that I was still in China. Let me tell you what it was about...and I hope I don't offend anyone.
Well, I was home, and I was talking to zack on the phone (but maybe it was in real life, I'm not sure). He was telling me how something bad happened to him and he called Quinny to tell her about it. I said, "And you didn't call me??" So then Zack took a deep breath, and sighed. Then he started to explain to me that, though him and Quinny both loved me, he was a lot closer to Quinny than he was to me.
I think that in my dream I was secretly in love with Zack. So I started to just sob. And then I started to scream at him. I was yelling about how all of our years together meant nothing to him but everything to me. How I had never been hurt so bad by anyone in my entire life. I compared him to David, telling him that this was much worse. How could he be so mean to me....it went on and on. The entire time, Zack just kept saying that he liked Quinny much better than me and he was sorry. But he didn't really act like it. I think they were gonna get married or something...I'm not sure. Then my Mom came home and said to my Dad, "Oooh, it sounds like she's angry today." Gosh, it was so mean! I also remember Zack and Quinny being there together. I told Quinny not to worry because I wasn't angry with her. It really was a terrible dream. I was so angry and hurt in my dream that I felt it in the waking world too. It was really weird.
Then we had to go to the madrigal feaste but it wasn't really the feaste. We were kinda like a marching choir (just like marching band) and we had to march for some important person. Sally was there and she felt bad for me but the marching started so we couldn't do anything. Zack and Quinny were both partners. I was supposed to be partners with some girl from Dobson but I didn't know who she was. I kept trying to find her but I couldn't. When we started our marching, I was wandering around, messing up the whole thing, looking for my partner. Someone said that she was really sick so she couldn't come. I had to march alone. The entire time, Zack was watching me and I felt so embarrassed.
THEN! I talked to Mrs. Evans and told her that it was just too painful to be in choir anymore. She was sad but she completely understood. So I took both half days so I wouldn't have to go in to the choir room at lunch so I wouldn't have to see anyone. Then I didn't have anymore choir friends. The only friend I had left at all was Ken because he had both half days. Ken was very nice but I remember being so lonely.
Then I woke up, with my stomach hurting and I realized that I was still in Guangzhou. I prayed to God thanking him that it was just a dream. Then I was pretty happy I was still in China too.
I end this entry now but I have to say something. If any of you decide not to be my friend anymore (yes, zack too), that's okay, I survived it once. If Quinny is reading this, no hard feelings. I wasn't mad at you in my dream, you jsut happened to be the girl zack picked.
Sweet Dreams!
~Britt~
Well, I was home, and I was talking to zack on the phone (but maybe it was in real life, I'm not sure). He was telling me how something bad happened to him and he called Quinny to tell her about it. I said, "And you didn't call me??" So then Zack took a deep breath, and sighed. Then he started to explain to me that, though him and Quinny both loved me, he was a lot closer to Quinny than he was to me.
I think that in my dream I was secretly in love with Zack. So I started to just sob. And then I started to scream at him. I was yelling about how all of our years together meant nothing to him but everything to me. How I had never been hurt so bad by anyone in my entire life. I compared him to David, telling him that this was much worse. How could he be so mean to me....it went on and on. The entire time, Zack just kept saying that he liked Quinny much better than me and he was sorry. But he didn't really act like it. I think they were gonna get married or something...I'm not sure. Then my Mom came home and said to my Dad, "Oooh, it sounds like she's angry today." Gosh, it was so mean! I also remember Zack and Quinny being there together. I told Quinny not to worry because I wasn't angry with her. It really was a terrible dream. I was so angry and hurt in my dream that I felt it in the waking world too. It was really weird.
Then we had to go to the madrigal feaste but it wasn't really the feaste. We were kinda like a marching choir (just like marching band) and we had to march for some important person. Sally was there and she felt bad for me but the marching started so we couldn't do anything. Zack and Quinny were both partners. I was supposed to be partners with some girl from Dobson but I didn't know who she was. I kept trying to find her but I couldn't. When we started our marching, I was wandering around, messing up the whole thing, looking for my partner. Someone said that she was really sick so she couldn't come. I had to march alone. The entire time, Zack was watching me and I felt so embarrassed.
THEN! I talked to Mrs. Evans and told her that it was just too painful to be in choir anymore. She was sad but she completely understood. So I took both half days so I wouldn't have to go in to the choir room at lunch so I wouldn't have to see anyone. Then I didn't have anymore choir friends. The only friend I had left at all was Ken because he had both half days. Ken was very nice but I remember being so lonely.
Then I woke up, with my stomach hurting and I realized that I was still in Guangzhou. I prayed to God thanking him that it was just a dream. Then I was pretty happy I was still in China too.
I end this entry now but I have to say something. If any of you decide not to be my friend anymore (yes, zack too), that's okay, I survived it once. If Quinny is reading this, no hard feelings. I wasn't mad at you in my dream, you jsut happened to be the girl zack picked.
Sweet Dreams!
~Britt~