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Justice class right now.
It would be amazing if people could stop thinking the worst of me. I'm not a crazy alcoholic. I"m not some crazy cutter. It's called changing people, I've changed. I'm not saying I'm perfect. I'm not saying that I don't drink, or that I don't do the things I've been accustomed to since middle school. But I'm not all that bad. Am I?
Yea that's what I thought.
I need to see Allie. I need to talk to her - bad. You hear that lady? I need to talk to you, so call me whenever you get back tonight. Doesn't matter what time.
I need to talk to Michael. No one give me shit about how your all there for me, and I can talk to any of you. I didn't forget that all of you are around. But the truth is, he was the only one I actually trusted. A lot of you should know why. He was the only one who didn't pass judgement upon me, and the only one who didn't tell me to stop doing what I was doing. He just sat and listened to me, just like I did for him, and like I do for all you. I just miss him, and you should all accept it. Don't tell me that I can talk to all of you, because, well I CAN'T. So, don't leave any of your comments about you being able to be there like he did and that you can just listen, because if you can just listen, then you have no reason to comment. I'm at an all time "you suck" low. So here's a group "fuck you".
Well, now that that's out of my system, I'm just annoyed because fucking red-head (Sam, you know who I'm talking about) won't shut the fuck up about some damn semi date. OMG please make her shut the fuck up before I have to.
And I'm done -