the promised update
first of all, how hot is cate blanchett? second of all, alecia, i never said i didn't want to be your friend anymore. -shrugs- just feeling a little stepped on is all. third, elijah, noone's attacking or "shitting on your girlfriend". stop being stupid. she's not a victim here. okay? now on to my update. yesterday was a really emotional day for both travis and i. and because of those emotions we kind of copped out on going out with lyss, jessica b. and chrissy last night. sorry about that. -makes a face- we went to his mom's grave and it was just...-shrugs- it's hard to explain unless you've had a parent die. my stepfather died 8 months ago. his birthday is in july. -worries my bottom lip, thinking- i'm going to jersey sometime in july before the 10th and after the 4th so i can see his grave. tara's going to jersey with me so we can visit folks. and travis might be able to make it with me. i haven't really talked about my dad with anyone. and he is my dad. my father....-snorts- he's a fucking loser. -scratches my arm- so... my stepdad is the only dad that i've known. or was...fuck i don't wanna talk about this right now. anyway. i start filming july 10th. the movie is called little black book. it's a chick flick. i've been going to meetings about it for the last two months. it's gonna be a fun movie. so... i've lost some friends y'know? but i've gained others. woah..i just realized that i predicted that in my predictions for this month. that's weird. -shrugs- things happen. i need to be around more people my own age anyway. i think katie's idea for prom is a great idea. Travis, will you be my prom date? thanks to kate for the amazing layout. i'm not one for singling out ppl to give shout outs to... mostly because i'm too lazy...so, to all of the people who've stuck by my side even when i was being a stuck up bitch, thanks for having my back. to all of the people i've become friends with, thanks for giving me the chance to get to know you.
with all of that said....
with all of that said....