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Nov 09, 2004 08:22

I feel lost .... I feel as if I have lost something that means so much to me ( in a sense I really have)
Its really not the same anymore ... and I really don't know what to do with myself? I can remember when I was so excited to get a little phone call ... or to see them was even amazing ... you know how you get all worked up because you thought they were the most amazing person ever? ( well I deffinitly remember that) .. and so glad that you met them!
I really don't know why I'm a jealous person, not so much even jealous? I dont even know how to explain it! I think its really selfish myself .. becasue all I ever do is think about when they are gunna get time to see me? but whatever maybe I shouldn't and just go on not seeing them ... and maybe this hurt will go away a little!!

.I just wish that it would go back to the way it was .... but then again I know it wont .. so really this is hopeless even talking about this ... =(

Im just a little down about it all! =( cause I was thinking about it .... and I wish that everything could how it was before.

* ... although I still get butterflies .... whenever you're around *

--- Otherwise than that lol things are going great! =) Im working lots ... Going shopping with my daddy soon! ... we have a kick ass present for my mom this year I think shes gunna love it =). School is awesome ... Law test is tomorrow ... but meh I think I'll do okay! .. and yeah I get to see my catherine this weekend cause she is coming home =) ... so it shall be a good weekend!! can't wait!!!

t0otles* xo

p.s wade ---> We have to go see the polar express =)
I'm super excited and of course Jay and Katie have to come!!
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