i dont know how to feel..
right now i dont know what to feel.. i dont kno whether to cry.. scream.. punch something.. i duno.. i feel so numb! theres not one thing i think can think of to be happy about right now and everything just sucks! i wish i could just get control of my life and not feel this way! i wish i could make ppl believe me and make other ppl forgive me.. and could get the 1 person i want back (but i think i messed that up last night) i wanna move back to tallahassee and just surround myself with ppl who always look past my flaws!