honey, im home!!!!!!

[britttanyyy]

Its like
three o clock in the morning
and i
just woke up
due to
thoughts.
I cannot figure out
how i feel,
at all.
And its the first time
that i have
ever felt like i dont know what to do.
And i left tw0 articles
of clothing
in my hotel room,
fuckkkkkkk.
So what matters when it comes
to choosing between
two people?
There are so many outside factors
this is seriously not even funny.
I never felt so safe
but at the same time
i am not, not, not.
I need a cigarette.
ha!
More like a
pack.