goodbyegoodbye

[britttanyyy]

the realization that someone doesn't want you
is quite possibly the worst in this world
i try and hate him but i really can't
even though he hurt me more than anyone that i have ever met
and even though he doesn't care about me anymore
i really just cannot hate him

it takes something of this magnatude
to realize who really cares
and to realize that you didn't take advantage of other relationships
and despite my neglecting of them
they have really helped me to keep myself together

and i know that he wants to be friends
but he doesn't really deserve that
atleast not at this point
and i know he will realize he made a mistake sooner or later
but by then i wont care

so