Jan 21, 2006 21:07
oh livejournal.
so i'm happy to be back here, but i'm kind of in a funk. i miss everyone so incredibly much but not a homesick miss a healthy miss but i want to see everyone so so so much ahhhh. my girls here are so great though, and we figured out rooming situations we think. liz and i are going to live ina suite with cabo and emmy hopefully. sucks not to be with liv meg and allie, but we'll hopefulyl be in the same building which is sweeeeet life.
ok so i was all on this i don't want to be dating or want a boyfriend kick yeah that was bullshit. i haven't been in a really good relationship or gone on a really good date in so long. i'm scared i'm never going to find someone, and i just feel so lonely lately...so not like me. my friends always have boyfriends and it never bothered me, but recently i'm like ok my turn pleasee yes thanksss. i just want some phone calls and a visit or a good dinner date and snuggling...schmehhhh.
went to nyc with liz today. mission not accomplished but we had tons of fun but i freaking missed josh and david. two of my favorite people in the same big city as me and i didn't even get to see them. oh well i love them regardless.
blah blah i'm going to go drink some wine miss you all...xoxo
nkotb...don't laugh