wait....christmas?
So I consider myself to be a person that loves holidays, especially christmas, but I forgot about it this year. I mean, I really did. It wasn't until last thursday that I realized that we got out on tuesday. I was in shock that I didn't know. Then again, I told someone the other day that it was november...Oh well
Christmas is so fun, all the people, the chaos, then the movies and hot chocolate. Gooood times.
My grandmother came on monday. She's so sarcastic and just doesn't give a shit what anyone thinks. She's like a little stacked mean italian man. Umm...except german. It's so refreshing to be exposed to that mentality. She's great.
So tonite my dad and I celebrated, but this year we were by ourselves. It was so weird to be just the two of us. I often forget that she's gone, but at this time of year, it hit me again. The last picture ever taken of her was by me on my phone. It's so great, she's just sitting there, this big grin, so proud and happy. I wish that she was here and that we could do the stupid family stuff that I unconciously counted on.
I'm so glad to have a break from school. I seriously didn't have a life for a while there. I woke up the other morning and I looked over at my clock. Except, I couldn't see the clock, because next to my face on my pillow was my NYU app. What the fuck, this is pathetic. I seriously have done nothing fun since...i dunno. Too long apparently.
My new mix...woooooot
*No rain~Blind Melon
*no lies just love~bright eyes
*I can't tell you why~The Eagles
*Warhol's mom~Joe Joe Ma
*curbside prophet~Jason Mraz
*I'll follow you down~Gin Blossoms
*baby if I hold you tonight~Tracy Chapman
*All my life~Foo Fighters
*Wonderwall~Oasis
*The world has turned~Weezer
*It's my life~No doubt
Ok, I know, it's weird...No comment
Delightful Christmukah everyone!
love love love J
Christmas is so fun, all the people, the chaos, then the movies and hot chocolate. Gooood times.
My grandmother came on monday. She's so sarcastic and just doesn't give a shit what anyone thinks. She's like a little stacked mean italian man. Umm...except german. It's so refreshing to be exposed to that mentality. She's great.
So tonite my dad and I celebrated, but this year we were by ourselves. It was so weird to be just the two of us. I often forget that she's gone, but at this time of year, it hit me again. The last picture ever taken of her was by me on my phone. It's so great, she's just sitting there, this big grin, so proud and happy. I wish that she was here and that we could do the stupid family stuff that I unconciously counted on.
I'm so glad to have a break from school. I seriously didn't have a life for a while there. I woke up the other morning and I looked over at my clock. Except, I couldn't see the clock, because next to my face on my pillow was my NYU app. What the fuck, this is pathetic. I seriously have done nothing fun since...i dunno. Too long apparently.
My new mix...woooooot
*No rain~Blind Melon
*no lies just love~bright eyes
*I can't tell you why~The Eagles
*Warhol's mom~Joe Joe Ma
*curbside prophet~Jason Mraz
*I'll follow you down~Gin Blossoms
*baby if I hold you tonight~Tracy Chapman
*All my life~Foo Fighters
*Wonderwall~Oasis
*The world has turned~Weezer
*It's my life~No doubt
Ok, I know, it's weird...No comment
Delightful Christmukah everyone!
love love love J