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I fall more and more in love with you each day. The thought that I almost ruined our future together breaks my heart constantly. But now that I'm getting a new job, getting away from the one person I let get in-between us makes me feel like that horrible chapter in our lives will finally be over and I can close that door completely. You are my whole world, without you I can easily say I'd fall apart. You hold me together, help keep me be the sane and seemingly independent person I am today. You are the reason I work so hard to make life what it is for us. Without you all this work would be meaningless. You're the most genuine, smart and beautiful person inside and out that I have ever met. Thank you for being in my life, for loving me and not holding anything against me - I cherish you Russell James Gibson. You are the greatest thing that could have ever happened to me. <3