falling is like this
i haven't written in my lj for months. more than likely because i found that venting to a person is much easier and doesn't have any drama tagged on it, and u can say whatever u want without the fear of some coward asshold commenting. life has been quite interesting lately. everything seems to be falling into place, slowly but surely. but there is no need to sit here and fill everyone in on the events in my life over the past 6 or more months.
this past week has been utterly insane. i really truly love all of my friends and i hope that they know it. since last thursday i have been out with them nearly every night and i can't describe to you how awesome it is to be able to do that. the memories that we brought to life in those crazy times, whether it be at a party or in the car or just goofing around being typical girls, they've been memories that are just enough to keep me going...maybe more
4th of july was unusual, but still seemingly the best day of my life. and i've had quite a few of them here lately. jeromy came home yesterday and although it was a great moment to be with him again, it wasn't as exciting as i wish it could have been only because i just saw him 3 weeks ago and those 4 days were perfect. he's my best friend and always will be. we were made for each other and its obvious when we share moments like these together.
i've never been so nervous/excited for anything in my life. i leave tonight for philadelphia to go to a pre-college program at the university of the arts. emmy allen is going too so it should be a blast. but i'm nervous because it is a 4 week program. i've never been away from my mom for more than 10 days. and i have no idea how to do laundry. but i am so excited to go and meet so many new great people in such a diverse area. and i've never been to philadelphia so i'm looking to see a lot if i get the chance. i just wish that i wasn't leaving tonight becuase jeromy just got home and he'll be on leave for 3 weeks, and of those 3 weeks i only get see him for about a day. *sigh*
well thats all for probably another 6 months. much love
this past week has been utterly insane. i really truly love all of my friends and i hope that they know it. since last thursday i have been out with them nearly every night and i can't describe to you how awesome it is to be able to do that. the memories that we brought to life in those crazy times, whether it be at a party or in the car or just goofing around being typical girls, they've been memories that are just enough to keep me going...maybe more
4th of july was unusual, but still seemingly the best day of my life. and i've had quite a few of them here lately. jeromy came home yesterday and although it was a great moment to be with him again, it wasn't as exciting as i wish it could have been only because i just saw him 3 weeks ago and those 4 days were perfect. he's my best friend and always will be. we were made for each other and its obvious when we share moments like these together.
i've never been so nervous/excited for anything in my life. i leave tonight for philadelphia to go to a pre-college program at the university of the arts. emmy allen is going too so it should be a blast. but i'm nervous because it is a 4 week program. i've never been away from my mom for more than 10 days. and i have no idea how to do laundry. but i am so excited to go and meet so many new great people in such a diverse area. and i've never been to philadelphia so i'm looking to see a lot if i get the chance. i just wish that i wasn't leaving tonight becuase jeromy just got home and he'll be on leave for 3 weeks, and of those 3 weeks i only get see him for about a day. *sigh*
well thats all for probably another 6 months. much love