a very sad christmas eve
so i woke up this morning cuz i had to ready to go to my dads for dinner and stuff. and well i'm not close to my dad so i feel weird going over there. but i thought aboutthe great dinner at my nans that'll i'll be enjoying later on. well i get home from my dads and i find out that they ate at like 2. (it was 5 o'clock)i cant belive i missed a dinner with family member i actually see everyday. and family members i'm close to. i hate it. it sucks. i mean i love my dad but i really wanted to eat at my nans. (tear)
so i have to go to florence,ky tomorrow to eat with my stuck up relatives. (well only some of them are stuck up) but gosh i ever since my parents got a divorce and my great grandma died well my family has drifted apart. and i hate it. so when i go see them it just feels uncomfortable.
well i'm gonna go beofre i start crying.
christmas sucks this year.
so i have to go to florence,ky tomorrow to eat with my stuck up relatives. (well only some of them are stuck up) but gosh i ever since my parents got a divorce and my great grandma died well my family has drifted apart. and i hate it. so when i go see them it just feels uncomfortable.
well i'm gonna go beofre i start crying.
christmas sucks this year.