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Welp, my list keeps racking up... Grayson cheated on me. Maybe it's me... who cares. But yeah things were soooo perfect until the night of his prom. He said that his old feelings for her (his ex) came back. I guess I know how he feels, I was like that over the summer with Chad... but damn does it hurt. And the bad thing is, I really miss him. I was so damn close to falling for him. So... what to do now? I'm really tired of being strong... this sucks. O well. Thingst happen for a reason... I'm still looking for it, but I dunno. I'm gonna miss hanging out with his friends, they were so awesome. Maybe I'll see them around. Today was sooo tough, I slept in and came to schoool during 2nd block, and people kept asking me so I had to tell and retell and reretell. Then coach Marcilliat could tell there was something wrong and he goes "Brittney, how is life treating you?" and I was like "um, ok i guess"... and he was like "You know, you gotta keep your chin up, life throws ya' stuff sometimes and you gotta stay strong"... so I def. started crying. NOT what I wanted to hear. I'm tired of keep my chin up... why the hell can't SOMETHING turn out good? Damn... anything turn out good. O well... there will be others. What pisses me off is that he doesen't even care. AND he practically cried to me one night about how his ex cheated on him and he knew that it had been done to me too many times. Ugh. This sucks. Guys suck. DAMN do I miss him.
Anywho... um, I gotta go ... do ... something... anything ... then tonight I got my Driver's Improvement Class ... skipee. Atleast Whitney and Jason are going with me. So... please don't comment mean... this is hard enough. Bye