Fuck Boys
Im done with him, and I dont really care. That's how I know its really time. Im not wasting my time or gas on him, especially when I KNOW he only wants one thing. I always allow myself to be used like this. I hate it, and the worst part is i know its happening, and I let it. I hate myself for that. I am trying though.
Serious relationships are difficult, I know that, but what i DONT understand is why cant I have a friendly relationship with a guy? I try, but no boy wants that do they? They are literally ALL after one thing. A guy I thought I was starting just a regular friendly relationship with just hit on me. Reminding me ONCE again, that boys are horn-dogs. Even the one guy friend I do have, I know has only stayed friends with me for one reason. He is just not bold enough to say anything yet, so he keeps waiting, hoping I will change my mind I guess. I'm sorry, I wont. I just want a friend. This is ridiculous. Boys are only good for one thing, and it is something I dont want right now.
Serious relationships are difficult, I know that, but what i DONT understand is why cant I have a friendly relationship with a guy? I try, but no boy wants that do they? They are literally ALL after one thing. A guy I thought I was starting just a regular friendly relationship with just hit on me. Reminding me ONCE again, that boys are horn-dogs. Even the one guy friend I do have, I know has only stayed friends with me for one reason. He is just not bold enough to say anything yet, so he keeps waiting, hoping I will change my mind I guess. I'm sorry, I wont. I just want a friend. This is ridiculous. Boys are only good for one thing, and it is something I dont want right now.