Trevor Scott Young,
This is to Trevor. I don't really care who else reads this but it's just meant for him.
First of all I just want to say that I'm sorry. I'm sorry for messing up once again, for making you even think about us taking time apart, for making you think that I don't care about you as much as I say I do, & most of all for not being able to make you happy the past few days. I love you more than anything in this world. I don't even have a clue what I would do if I ever lost you again. You mean the world to me. I never thought that I could love someone as much or care for someone as much as I do you. Trevor, you make me happier than anyone I've ever been with in my whole life & I don't want to lose that again. I do trust you. No matter what you may think, I do. You have never given me a reason not to. I know that you love me more than anything & I trust what you do & I don't think you'll do anything that you think would upset me. I know I'm not the best girlfriend in the world but everyone makes mistakes. I know I make a lot more than regualr girls do but I'm not like all those other girls. It seems like EVERYTIME we start doing really really* good I have to go & do something that messes it up. I don't know why in the world I do that but I do & I'm sorry. I promise that I'll try to be a better girlfriend to you. I just want things with you & me to go back to how they were & I want us to get along again & just be happy & have fun. I miss all of that. I know I know you didn't do anything to deserve me acting like that Saturday & I'm really sorry for that, too. I'm just goin to stop everything & try my best to be a better girlfriend because hunny, you deserve the best. You may not believe me but you do. You have treated me like gold. You have given me SO many chances it's crazy. & I think you do that because you want us to stay together, too & because you really do love me. I'm sorry for anything that I've ever done to hurt or upset you. I know I'm not doing too good at making you happy right now but it's gonna change I swear I'll do anything & everything I have to just so you'll be happy. I hate it when you're upset especially when it's because of me. I think we just need to work this stuff out & hopefully everything will go back to the way it was. If you really want us to stay together then we will. Everyone who does stay together has problems every now & then (rough times) but if we really love each other then I'm sure we can get through another one. I love you more than anything in this world & I'd do anything for you. I wish you believed me when I say that because it's true.
but I'm going to eat.
I LOVE YOU!!!!!!
..always.&.forever..
Brittney Lanae <3's Trevor Scott
12*22*05 =)
First of all I just want to say that I'm sorry. I'm sorry for messing up once again, for making you even think about us taking time apart, for making you think that I don't care about you as much as I say I do, & most of all for not being able to make you happy the past few days. I love you more than anything in this world. I don't even have a clue what I would do if I ever lost you again. You mean the world to me. I never thought that I could love someone as much or care for someone as much as I do you. Trevor, you make me happier than anyone I've ever been with in my whole life & I don't want to lose that again. I do trust you. No matter what you may think, I do. You have never given me a reason not to. I know that you love me more than anything & I trust what you do & I don't think you'll do anything that you think would upset me. I know I'm not the best girlfriend in the world but everyone makes mistakes. I know I make a lot more than regualr girls do but I'm not like all those other girls. It seems like EVERYTIME we start doing really really* good I have to go & do something that messes it up. I don't know why in the world I do that but I do & I'm sorry. I promise that I'll try to be a better girlfriend to you. I just want things with you & me to go back to how they were & I want us to get along again & just be happy & have fun. I miss all of that. I know I know you didn't do anything to deserve me acting like that Saturday & I'm really sorry for that, too. I'm just goin to stop everything & try my best to be a better girlfriend because hunny, you deserve the best. You may not believe me but you do. You have treated me like gold. You have given me SO many chances it's crazy. & I think you do that because you want us to stay together, too & because you really do love me. I'm sorry for anything that I've ever done to hurt or upset you. I know I'm not doing too good at making you happy right now but it's gonna change I swear I'll do anything & everything I have to just so you'll be happy. I hate it when you're upset especially when it's because of me. I think we just need to work this stuff out & hopefully everything will go back to the way it was. If you really want us to stay together then we will. Everyone who does stay together has problems every now & then (rough times) but if we really love each other then I'm sure we can get through another one. I love you more than anything in this world & I'd do anything for you. I wish you believed me when I say that because it's true.
but I'm going to eat.
I LOVE YOU!!!!!!
..always.&.forever..
Brittney Lanae <3's Trevor Scott
12*22*05 =)