hey,

[brittney_lanae]

hey hey guys,

I've once again finally decided to update this dumb thing one more time lol. It's like 11:37 right now & I'm bored as heck, I'm normally in the bed by now but I don't know I'm not that tired...

*TODAY*:

MAKES 4 MONTHS FOR ME & TREVOR SCOTT He came up today because it's Saturday duH. I was excited because he was coming. We said

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Re: Hey hun

[brittney_lanae]

Hey, It's okaii. I think everyone who stays together have their rough times. I hate it when we don't get along. I hate it more than anything. Yeah, we do love each other. I love him more than anything. He makes me happier than I've ever been in my whole life.& I never thought I could love someone like I do him but I do. =) I hate us talking about taking time apart, too because I don't think that's the right thing to do. I think we need to just work this stuff out t o g e t h e r. you know? lol I don't think either one of us really want to break up & I don't think we will. (I hope not anyways) I do trust Trevor. He doesn't think I do but he has never given me a reason not to trust him, ever. If anyone should not trust anyone he shouldn't trust me but somehow he does. He doesn't even have a clue of how miserable I am without him. I don't know tho, I really wish we could work this out so things could go back to how they were & we could have fun again & be happy together. I love him more than anything in this world but EVERYTIME we start doing really really good I do something that messes it all up. I don't know why but I do. I don't mean to. Everyone makes mistakes but probabily not as many as I do. I told him I'm going to stop everything & just try my best to be a better girlfriend because I'm not doing to good of a job at making him very happy right now. =( but I love your advice & your not butting in at all. It helps =)

but thanks a bunch

Brittney <3