3 Monthes Today!!!! =))
heyhey guys,
I've finally decided to update again because I'm in 3rd block right now bored as heck. I always finish my work early lol I'm just good like that (hah)...
Yesterday;;
Trevor rode the bus home with me to my dad's house. (yeah I know shocker). We just set around for a while then Dad wanted us to go get the horse out for a few minutes to let it "eat some grass" so thank god Trevor was there. He got her out for me. she always goes crazy on me =/. & scares me sometimes. lol anyways later on we went in the basement & played pool & stuff =)) it was fun. I had fun I don't know about him anyways lol
Today;;
TODAY MAKES 3 MONTHES FOR ME & TREVOR SCOTT!! I love him to death!! I'm so glad that we've stayed together this long this time. I really thought we would tho. & I still think we'll be together forever, no matter how many people tell me otherwise. People like that kill me when they stick their noses in other people's business! buuuut- I'm hopin dad will let me go to the movies with Krista & Rog tonight (if they go). Rog says he wants to watch this scary movie.--The Hills Have Eyes--or something like that I don't even know!
You know what? There's some new rumors going around about me now. (*what a surprise*) --yeah right-- For anyone who cares or has heard something about me the stupid rumors are NOT true so don't spread them around anymore for me please =)) *I hate rumors*
Well, Me & Anga are offically not Bff anymore I guess. She says that she can't trust me with anything anymore & can't tell me all her "secrets" but I guess that's her choice not mine. I did write her a note telling her that I don't appreciate it when she says that Trevor treats me bad or something like that to other people because he doesn't. I don't know why but that just pisses me off when I hear someone say something like that about me & him or just him. Oh well. =/
Anyways;; I'm gonna go do some work =))
*<3 you all*
I LOVE YOU TREVOR SCOTT YOUNG!
..always.&.forever.. 8/17/05--12/22/05
=))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))
&& some little quotes for everyone! =);;
*-you will never know how many times i've laid in my bed
all night just thinking about how much you mean to me
and how much i . l o v e . y o u
_never leave the one that you LOVE for the one that you ;;like;; because the one that you LOVE might not always be there_
**Stuff happens in everyone’s life where you can't really help but to think, "what could have been". Don't worry about all that because if "what could have been" should have been, it would be now. You got to learn to let go of the past and don’t let others mistakes change how you see them. Life is way to short to judge people by what happened in the past. Look forward to the future and what is going to be.**
MY FAVORITE SONG RIGHT NOW::
-I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do
It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken
What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
Not seeing that loving you
That’s what I was trying to do-
I've finally decided to update again because I'm in 3rd block right now bored as heck. I always finish my work early lol I'm just good like that (hah)...
Yesterday;;
Trevor rode the bus home with me to my dad's house. (yeah I know shocker). We just set around for a while then Dad wanted us to go get the horse out for a few minutes to let it "eat some grass" so thank god Trevor was there. He got her out for me. she always goes crazy on me =/. & scares me sometimes. lol anyways later on we went in the basement & played pool & stuff =)) it was fun. I had fun I don't know about him anyways lol
Today;;
TODAY MAKES 3 MONTHES FOR ME & TREVOR SCOTT!! I love him to death!! I'm so glad that we've stayed together this long this time. I really thought we would tho. & I still think we'll be together forever, no matter how many people tell me otherwise. People like that kill me when they stick their noses in other people's business! buuuut- I'm hopin dad will let me go to the movies with Krista & Rog tonight (if they go). Rog says he wants to watch this scary movie.--The Hills Have Eyes--or something like that I don't even know!
You know what? There's some new rumors going around about me now. (*what a surprise*) --yeah right-- For anyone who cares or has heard something about me the stupid rumors are NOT true so don't spread them around anymore for me please =)) *I hate rumors*
Well, Me & Anga are offically not Bff anymore I guess. She says that she can't trust me with anything anymore & can't tell me all her "secrets" but I guess that's her choice not mine. I did write her a note telling her that I don't appreciate it when she says that Trevor treats me bad or something like that to other people because he doesn't. I don't know why but that just pisses me off when I hear someone say something like that about me & him or just him. Oh well. =/
Anyways;; I'm gonna go do some work =))
*<3 you all*
I LOVE YOU TREVOR SCOTT YOUNG!
..always.&.forever.. 8/17/05--12/22/05
=))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))
&& some little quotes for everyone! =);;
*-you will never know how many times i've laid in my bed
all night just thinking about how much you mean to me
and how much i . l o v e . y o u
_never leave the one that you LOVE for the one that you ;;like;; because the one that you LOVE might not always be there_
**Stuff happens in everyone’s life where you can't really help but to think, "what could have been". Don't worry about all that because if "what could have been" should have been, it would be now. You got to learn to let go of the past and don’t let others mistakes change how you see them. Life is way to short to judge people by what happened in the past. Look forward to the future and what is going to be.**
MY FAVORITE SONG RIGHT NOW::
-I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do
It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken
What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
Not seeing that loving you
That’s what I was trying to do-