Jan 09, 2006 20:07
heyhey guys
just let me start today's update off by saying just how big of a freaking dumb ass bitchy screw up i really am. i swear to my gosh i could kill myself sometimes. no joke...
this evnin me && trevo got into it because of something i did at the basketball game Saturday night. omgsh i swear i thought he was going to break up with me && i bout died..i swear if he would have i don't know what i would have done..... all i know is im freakin stupid..
&& i'll never lie to him again because he's everything to me...
trevo,
baby i'm SO sorry. i should have never not told you the whole truth. i love you more than ever* && if i ever lost you i really think i'd die. no joke. you thought it was bad last time we broke up well you have no clue what it would do to me this time...i wanna be with you hopefully forever && i would never do anything to intintionally hurt you EVER! i love you SO much you don't even know. yeah i messed up but hunny like you said everyone does make mistakes && if you love me like you say you do then you'll trust me && believe me when i say i'm sorry && i'll never do anything that will hurt you ever again....i don't think someone as stupid as me deserves anyone as great as you are. but hun you really do make me so happy. all i know to say is im sorry && i love you always && forever <3
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anyways other than me being a screw up.....
me && dad were talking on the way home from Kim's && i think he's gonna buy my lovely horse back off of this man for me for my birthday. i'm really excited about that! cause i love that horse! && i miss it bunches! lol
but i'm gone to call Trevo.
Brittney Lanae *loves* Trevor Scott
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