Changes

[brittney06]

I'm changing and i don't know what to do. I went to a party a few weeks ago and i was dancin have fun u know and then this boy(Edwin)was sittin on the couch lookin bored and my cuz was like go dance on him. i wanted to but i was scared. Then she asked him if he wanted me to and he said he didnt care so then i went over there and got on top of him and started to dance. I danced on him for like 1hr and a half but after a while it turned into dry humping. My friend came over to me and said that her mom was here and that it was time to go. My cuz told me to kiss him and i said no but then she looked at him and said for him to give me a kiss and he looked up at me (i was still sittin on top of him)and kinda reached for me and I bent down and kissed him. we madeout for like ever then my cuz pulled us apart because we had to leave. He gave me his number but i dont call him. I would've never done that before I dont know what got into me i've gottin blunt and outspoken. I dont like it.
Oh and Steve calls me all the time but i hate him he annoys me and I wish he would get the hint when I dont answer the phone or text him back.