So mad
at myself.
Last night after only having 110 calories for the whole day, I binged at 11pm. right before i was gonna go to bed. it was so stupid and pointless it just pissed me off. It made me feel like ive failed at ABC because i wanted to stick to it SOOO bad. ugh im still mad about it. I purged, which wasnt good..it was gross but i felt a little better because i wasnt as full and feeling full does not feel good to me right now. I decided to add yesterday onto the end of ABC so now i have an extra day of ABC after the final 50 days. looks like its 51 for me now.
So Lame!
ugh.
This still makes me mad. Why was i so weak? I gave into food. thats so stupid. uhhhggggg
It wasnt even worth it!
Good luck every one!