I Am Me.
No one is perfect. Nothing is perfect. Sometimes all people want is to try as hard as they can to make things APPEAR perfect. I am not one of those people. I like flaws. I deal with my flaws and I accept other people's flaws.
I am a complicated person. Most would never know, but the people that matter to me do. When someone who knows me chooses to ignore my flaws I can't breathe. It makes me feel as if I am not good enough as is and they need to cover stuff up with however they want me to be. I am an individual and can not be treated like everyone else.
Sometimes I don't know why I have certain reactions to situations. Sometimes I have panic attacks. Sometimes I get depressed. But all that is okay with me. What's not okay is when you start assuming those emotions have anything to do with you. That is the reason I do not get close to people.
I think that the time I am now spending by myself will be good for me. I am taking another day off of work and I am going to go out with my girls again. I want to be Brittany again.
okay that's all, I'm done ranting.
I am a complicated person. Most would never know, but the people that matter to me do. When someone who knows me chooses to ignore my flaws I can't breathe. It makes me feel as if I am not good enough as is and they need to cover stuff up with however they want me to be. I am an individual and can not be treated like everyone else.
Sometimes I don't know why I have certain reactions to situations. Sometimes I have panic attacks. Sometimes I get depressed. But all that is okay with me. What's not okay is when you start assuming those emotions have anything to do with you. That is the reason I do not get close to people.
I think that the time I am now spending by myself will be good for me. I am taking another day off of work and I am going to go out with my girls again. I want to be Brittany again.
okay that's all, I'm done ranting.