Paradise by the Dashboard Light
I made this thing so I could write how I felt but the more I think about it the more I don't want people to know. It's not like I feel bad things but I just feel like alot of people know too much already. and my thoughts are mine, and mine only.
right now nothing is concrete. in a blink of an eye my whole world is able to collapse. and right now, I'm okay with that. I'm okay with the fact that I never am sure of my mood.I'm okay even though I know that I barely have time to breathe. I'm okay with being a complete flake. and I'm okay if no one understands.
Issues. That is one of my favorite ways to describe me and should be my middle name. I have countless issues. I have trust issues and commitment issues. I have mom issues and probably some dad issues. I have acceptance issues and dealing issues. I have eating issues and body issues. I have issues with my head and issues with my heart. I never know what I want and I change my mind every other second. 99% of the time I'm probably bipolar. and the other 1% I'm sleeping.
My life is a crazy, messed up place. and the people who want to be a part of it must be crazy too.
right now nothing is concrete. in a blink of an eye my whole world is able to collapse. and right now, I'm okay with that. I'm okay with the fact that I never am sure of my mood.I'm okay even though I know that I barely have time to breathe. I'm okay with being a complete flake. and I'm okay if no one understands.
Issues. That is one of my favorite ways to describe me and should be my middle name. I have countless issues. I have trust issues and commitment issues. I have mom issues and probably some dad issues. I have acceptance issues and dealing issues. I have eating issues and body issues. I have issues with my head and issues with my heart. I never know what I want and I change my mind every other second. 99% of the time I'm probably bipolar. and the other 1% I'm sleeping.
My life is a crazy, messed up place. and the people who want to be a part of it must be crazy too.