I started shootin doubles when you walked in.
Soo I haven't updated this in awhile but I really need to do something about the way I'm feeling.
I am extremely busy, I work two jobs and do ems every thursday night. I really like both of my jobs and so far I think I am handling them really well. But I have barely anytime to go out and have fun. I haven't partied in a really really really long time.
The main reason I decided to write in here is cause of my guy situation. Right now I'm just really confused and kinda overwhelmed with the decision I have to make. I mean I know who I am going to end up with, we are perfect and have been for two years. But it's really hard right now because all I want to do is talk to my best friend about it and it turns out that is the only person I can't talk to.
And his stupid, slutty ex won't leave him alone. I really don't care if her or her friends see this. She just needs to get some saran wrap and put it over her mouth. No amount of tears will win him back. It is taking alot out of me not to be a huge bitch cause lets face it I'm really not a nice person, but I respect what he asks of me. I just don't like feeling that everyone, including his best friends, wants something different for him.
I'm sure they understand I would do anything for him and he means more to me than anyone else in this whole world. and now he's happy which he never was with her.
Honestly she can keep trying and begging but I know he's mine. and soon I'm not gonna tolerate anyone trying to take him away from me.
Kapaldi<33
I am extremely busy, I work two jobs and do ems every thursday night. I really like both of my jobs and so far I think I am handling them really well. But I have barely anytime to go out and have fun. I haven't partied in a really really really long time.
The main reason I decided to write in here is cause of my guy situation. Right now I'm just really confused and kinda overwhelmed with the decision I have to make. I mean I know who I am going to end up with, we are perfect and have been for two years. But it's really hard right now because all I want to do is talk to my best friend about it and it turns out that is the only person I can't talk to.
And his stupid, slutty ex won't leave him alone. I really don't care if her or her friends see this. She just needs to get some saran wrap and put it over her mouth. No amount of tears will win him back. It is taking alot out of me not to be a huge bitch cause lets face it I'm really not a nice person, but I respect what he asks of me. I just don't like feeling that everyone, including his best friends, wants something different for him.
I'm sure they understand I would do anything for him and he means more to me than anyone else in this whole world. and now he's happy which he never was with her.
Honestly she can keep trying and begging but I know he's mine. and soon I'm not gonna tolerate anyone trying to take him away from me.
Kapaldi<33