It ain't easy bein' easy.

[brittmaureen]

so I figured out that I am a happy / flirty drunk. not so good. I'm a little too flirty I think.

I screwed things up with one of my best friends. I'm not sure how to fix it. I feel horrible and I know that things would have been different if I had been sober. Oh well I guess, you can't change the past.

I just have to keep reminding myself that everything happens for a reason. and I need to learn from my mistakes.

oh jeez.