As always so emotional, I'm surprised I've lasted this long to be honest, as great as this is it's just a whole heap of depressing beautiful yet heartbreaking words that with each chapter I feel like hope is being lost.
Teddy I love, she loves Arizona and she's got her back and I love that so much but I still feel like there is a lot of focus on Teddy and Arizona, if I didn't know better one would think Teddy and Arizona were together. She needs to tell Callie which is what was started...but you left us on this huge cliffhanger!! Which was mean BTW, It's not looking like C/A are going to be getting any happy ending any time soon.
Bailey gives good solid advice and I'm glad Teddy listened to her.
"She’s going to hate me and she’s going to hate Arizona. " - I have no doubt she is going to hate Teddy after this and she will probably hate Arizona too but if she does then I'm going to have to question her motives and feelings because for as long as this story has been going on I feel like we've got conflicted messages from Callie, she's been sleeping with this one and that one and Mark etc, she moved on relatively fast yet she's depressed and acts like she still loves Arizona yet we know her first reaction is going to be that she probably does hate Arizona, and in all likelihood if they deliver the baby before Arizona is awake, i'm not sure if I trust Callie to not do anything stupid with the way she's been acting
The flashback was so so so sad. I had assumed they were already broken up when Arizona left but turns out they weren't.
“Seattle brought me to you and everyone…everyone knows that you are the best thing that has ever happened to me. You… you taught me how to live and how to love and how to be happy. You changed my life, you… you are my dream come true and showed me all the things that I never knew I wanted. Seattle brought me to you. You, Calliope. The love of my life. And you are my home. And I love Seattle for that. B-but I… we need a break from Seattle. We need a break from all this.” - This made me cry so much!!!
She begged Callie and TBH I'm on Arizona's side here, I get where Callie is coming from and in a way I guess she felt like it was running away from their problems but from what I've read so far Callie wasn't attempting to help fix any of these problems, they seemed to be drifting further and further apart. And at least Arizona asked, well begged Callie to do this for her and Callie wouldn't or couldn't do it so in the end I guess it was a mutual break up. I get Callie being angry and upset that Arizona left but she can't take too much of a high road when Arizona begged her to come with her in the hopes of finding themselves again.
I wish we could have an update sooner rather than later only because it's such an emotional story, that I feel like we are waiting months for them to even see each other you know? Arizona still hasn't woken up and when she finally finally does which I have a feeling it's not going to be for ages, then I'm assuming Callie won't want anything to do with her...It's a long time to wait for your heart to be ripped open for each chapter
I am so glad that you did last this long! As I was editing this chapter, I was actually thinking about you and how you're getting what you waited for, even if you have to wait a little longer for it. :)
There is a lot of focus on Teddy/Arizona but this is pretty much the last chapter of it for a while and the reason being is Teddy has this huge, huge backstory that involves Arizona but it's one that we have to wait till later in the story to find out. This is definitely a huge powerhouse for Callie/Arizona storyline! And their story really begins to take the reigns from this point forward.
There's conflicted feelings about Callie and I pose the question once more: Is Callie really sleeping with Mark or is it just something that she's telling people to make them think she's moved on. There is this whole other side to Callie that we've yet to see and it's gonna open your eyes a lot to her character.
The flashback was draining to write but so rewarding. It proves that Calzona was still so very in love with each other but sometimes things just happen like that. Arizona needed a break from Seattle, from the life they should have had and Callie felt like it was running away from their problems, that it was letting go of their dream. She expected Arizona to sacrifice and felt like Arizona was bailing on her.
There might be an update sooner than later, because I tend to get too excited knowing secrets and I totally understand what you mean though. I'll see what I can do.
Thanks so much for reading! Your comments make me smile, as always! :)
Teddy I love, she loves Arizona and she's got her back and I love that so much but I still feel like there is a lot of focus on Teddy and Arizona, if I didn't know better one would think Teddy and Arizona were together. She needs to tell Callie which is what was started...but you left us on this huge cliffhanger!! Which was mean BTW, It's not looking like C/A are going to be getting any happy ending any time soon.
Bailey gives good solid advice and I'm glad Teddy listened to her.
"She’s going to hate me and she’s going to hate Arizona. " - I have no doubt she is going to hate Teddy after this and she will probably hate Arizona too but if she does then I'm going to have to question her motives and feelings because for as long as this story has been going on I feel like we've got conflicted messages from Callie, she's been sleeping with this one and that one and Mark etc, she moved on relatively fast yet she's depressed and acts like she still loves Arizona yet we know her first reaction is going to be that she probably does hate Arizona, and in all likelihood if they deliver the baby before Arizona is awake, i'm not sure if I trust Callie to not do anything stupid with the way she's been acting
The flashback was so so so sad. I had assumed they were already broken up when Arizona left but turns out they weren't.
“Seattle brought me to you and everyone…everyone knows that you are the best thing that has ever happened to me. You… you taught me how to live and how to love and how to be happy. You changed my life, you… you are my dream come true and showed me all the things that I never knew I wanted. Seattle brought me to you. You, Calliope. The love of my life. And you are my home. And I love Seattle for that. B-but I… we need a break from Seattle. We need a break from all this.” - This made me cry so much!!!
She begged Callie and TBH I'm on Arizona's side here, I get where Callie is coming from and in a way I guess she felt like it was running away from their problems but from what I've read so far Callie wasn't attempting to help fix any of these problems, they seemed to be drifting further and further apart. And at least Arizona asked, well begged Callie to do this for her and Callie wouldn't or couldn't do it so in the end I guess it was a mutual break up. I get Callie being angry and upset that Arizona left but she can't take too much of a high road when Arizona begged her to come with her in the hopes of finding themselves again.
I wish we could have an update sooner rather than later only because it's such an emotional story, that I feel like we are waiting months for them to even see each other you know? Arizona still hasn't woken up and when she finally finally does which I have a feeling it's not going to be for ages, then I'm assuming Callie won't want anything to do with her...It's a long time to wait for your heart to be ripped open for each chapter
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There is a lot of focus on Teddy/Arizona but this is pretty much the last chapter of it for a while and the reason being is Teddy has this huge, huge backstory that involves Arizona but it's one that we have to wait till later in the story to find out. This is definitely a huge powerhouse for Callie/Arizona storyline! And their story really begins to take the reigns from this point forward.
There's conflicted feelings about Callie and I pose the question once more: Is Callie really sleeping with Mark or is it just something that she's telling people to make them think she's moved on. There is this whole other side to Callie that we've yet to see and it's gonna open your eyes a lot to her character.
The flashback was draining to write but so rewarding. It proves that Calzona was still so very in love with each other but sometimes things just happen like that. Arizona needed a break from Seattle, from the life they should have had and Callie felt like it was running away from their problems, that it was letting go of their dream. She expected Arizona to sacrifice and felt like Arizona was bailing on her.
There might be an update sooner than later, because I tend to get too excited knowing secrets and I totally understand what you mean though. I'll see what I can do.
Thanks so much for reading! Your comments make me smile, as always! :)
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