womanaging

[brittlexstar]

it's not really all it's cracked up to be. at the moment, i have -2.35 in my account and one maxed out credit card. mostly, this is all my fault for going out and getting drinks too often and never eating at home. when i was domesticated, i was so good at managing money and paying bills on time. right now, i have a few bills that are late and it fucking sucks. i'm not letting this happen again ever. this managing stuff really isn't cutting it for me. i am not making all that much money. at least i haven't yet. tonight i should be getting a paycheck but i'm hoping it'll cover all of my rent since i have no fucking money. god. i gotta get this shit under control. soon, miranda is going to live with me for a little while and she said that she is going to pay half of my rent. it's going to be hard living with another person in my small apartment, but i'm hoping it will help me to save money cause i'll have someone to pay half the rent and to eat at home with. god, i probably need to get a second job for during the day. at this rate, i'll never be able to afford a better car, new york, or moving. new york isn't really a necessity but the car and moving are things that have to have to happen in the next six months. goddamn. that really is not so far away.
i have got to get my shit together
godddammmmmmmmit
on a lighter note, i did go to the beach with sierra monday and it was so amazing and very overdue.