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hello long lost friend.....the live journal.....holy crap i used to be so addicted to this.
stress from school and friends and my mom and even my dad who doesnt live with me has finally gotten to me so i decided to drop everything and think about the future and here's what i came up with
in just 2 and somewhat of a half years, graduation will be here and it will be time to leave everyone we know and love and jump headfirst into a new life. registration basically made me think about this. only 2 years of high school left. 2 years of living just me and my mom. 2 years of hanging out with friends that you shouldnt let go of but probably unwillingly...will. 2 years.....its scary to think of all the thngs that you know, you are going to leave behind but exciting at the same time. meet new people. make new friends....maybe a significant other, that you cant live without? live alone <3 or at least without parents anyway. anxiety times infinity. i have no idea what i want to be when i grow up but soon i will be grown up.
i just want to be a kid forever. cuz all you do when you get older is look back....i like looking forward and wondering whats next and surprises are the best things in the world to me.
forver young <3
stress from school and friends and my mom and even my dad who doesnt live with me has finally gotten to me so i decided to drop everything and think about the future and here's what i came up with
in just 2 and somewhat of a half years, graduation will be here and it will be time to leave everyone we know and love and jump headfirst into a new life. registration basically made me think about this. only 2 years of high school left. 2 years of living just me and my mom. 2 years of hanging out with friends that you shouldnt let go of but probably unwillingly...will. 2 years.....its scary to think of all the thngs that you know, you are going to leave behind but exciting at the same time. meet new people. make new friends....maybe a significant other, that you cant live without? live alone <3 or at least without parents anyway. anxiety times infinity. i have no idea what i want to be when i grow up but soon i will be grown up.
i just want to be a kid forever. cuz all you do when you get older is look back....i like looking forward and wondering whats next and surprises are the best things in the world to me.
forver young <3