aww
yeah im happy but mad at the same time...like im hyper just cuz i am but mad because of all the belowww haha
wow i was just doing homework and thought of something to say lol so i was like....after this, im going to journal my heart out hahaha corny i know but i keep getting these lurches in my stomach thinking about this thing i need to say! ahh
k so im going to write about a person. i thought of her cuz i was doing the homework in the class that i have with her in it...get it?? you might have to read that over twice to understand...anyways....
well ahh i dont know how to word this...but i'm like a seriously mean person....like i think back on the things i say to people...and its like god!! that was mean! ahh i just dont know how to fix it. that's what i was thinking about this girl i talked to today....and i consider her...not a good friend...but a friend...but im so mean its so weird...its like ahhh bitch!! like all i care about is myself its so like....a bad feeling to know that. i feel like such like a jerk/bitch...i dont understand why i act this way...it's like a defensive thing i guess....god...so if i say something mean to you, i dont mean it....just hit me or call me a bitch and maybe my brain will get the message ahh it just really bugs me so i had to share
so sorry everyone for anything i said that was mean/bitchy....it will change soon....bare with me here
wow i was just doing homework and thought of something to say lol so i was like....after this, im going to journal my heart out hahaha corny i know but i keep getting these lurches in my stomach thinking about this thing i need to say! ahh
k so im going to write about a person. i thought of her cuz i was doing the homework in the class that i have with her in it...get it?? you might have to read that over twice to understand...anyways....
well ahh i dont know how to word this...but i'm like a seriously mean person....like i think back on the things i say to people...and its like god!! that was mean! ahh i just dont know how to fix it. that's what i was thinking about this girl i talked to today....and i consider her...not a good friend...but a friend...but im so mean its so weird...its like ahhh bitch!! like all i care about is myself its so like....a bad feeling to know that. i feel like such like a jerk/bitch...i dont understand why i act this way...it's like a defensive thing i guess....god...so if i say something mean to you, i dont mean it....just hit me or call me a bitch and maybe my brain will get the message ahh it just really bugs me so i had to share
so sorry everyone for anything i said that was mean/bitchy....it will change soon....bare with me here