This week I...

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wrecked my car.
failed a test.
got a friendly note from FLVS telling me that I'm failing.
got into a fight with my parents.
got into a fight with my sister.
felt the repercussions of distancing myself from a best friend.
had a best friend distance themself from me.
realized I'm just not a speech and debator. I'm just not.
realized I don't know where I want to end up next year.
got fed up with anything and everything to do with Beta.
was told by my rabbi that I should date a nice, Jewish boy.
tried to make biscuits
and burned them.
tried to make cookies
and burned them.
missed my grandparents.
and how they thought that me being imperfect
was the absolute most perfect thing I could be.
I cried too much
slept too little
I babysat for two little kids
I laid next to them
and let them sleep on my shoulders
which I don't usually do
mostly because I get bored of just laying there
and it hurts my shoulders
but this time I did it
because they were afraid
but what they didn't know
was that I was more afraid
than either of them

please let this week be better.