good news?
So, I went to the doctor's today. I haven't had a period in 3 months, so I went to get checked out. I am NOT PREGNANT. However, I am very unhealthy. I have to go back in tomorrow for some blood labs and an x-ray of my knee. Joy.
I have mixed emotions about not being pregnant. I would love to have a child with Hugh, but I know we're not ready (especially financially). But a small part of me is sad. An even bigger part of me is worried about my health.
This sounds petty, but I was all prepared to celebrate tonight. Everybody who was over went out without inviting me and I feel jipped. This was my night to celebrate and nobody gives a damn. I haven't drank in about 2 months so that I wouldn't hurt a potential baby. I guess everybody just got used to me not drinking (even though I specifically stated to everybody being mentioned that I wanted a celebration drink tonight). I know I'm pouting and I'm sorry, but this just doesn't feel right or fair. Honestly, this sucks.
Oh, and something happy for the post... I get to go to Indy on Friday for a Staggerers show. (Too bad I have to drive home.)
I have mixed emotions about not being pregnant. I would love to have a child with Hugh, but I know we're not ready (especially financially). But a small part of me is sad. An even bigger part of me is worried about my health.
This sounds petty, but I was all prepared to celebrate tonight. Everybody who was over went out without inviting me and I feel jipped. This was my night to celebrate and nobody gives a damn. I haven't drank in about 2 months so that I wouldn't hurt a potential baby. I guess everybody just got used to me not drinking (even though I specifically stated to everybody being mentioned that I wanted a celebration drink tonight). I know I'm pouting and I'm sorry, but this just doesn't feel right or fair. Honestly, this sucks.
Oh, and something happy for the post... I get to go to Indy on Friday for a Staggerers show. (Too bad I have to drive home.)