Jan 26, 2005 16:39
Today was FUN. But too bad for you I don't feel like explaining it. Cuz I'm in a bad mood now. At least I was in a good mood all day today. 'Cept for now. I'm still all messed up about Korinne and being bi and everything. It's bad enough creeping myself out by having a crush on a girl, but I also promised myself I was done with love, crushes, whatever you wanna call it, for a long time. And now it's starting again and I'm starting to feel the same way about Korinne as I did Devan a long time ago. Obsessed. Every time Devan would sign on, I'd be so happy and never stop smiling, than the second he signed off, I would almost feel like crying. Now I'm starting to be the same way with Korinne. Everyone says love is so great, but I was happier before it all.
All my life I couldn't wait to fall in love, now I'm starting to feel like I'd be better off without it...