It's Been A While...
It's been a long time since I wrote an entry. I don't think people even use LJ anymore, but I just need to write it down to get it all out of my system.
What can I say... so far 2007 has been shit, the shittyest year so far.
January - Jay and I broke up, my grandma passes away. (LOVE YOU)
February - A month TO THE DAY my grandma's sister (my great aunt) passes away
March - My uncle Tommy passes away of tongue cancer
My luck with guys is becoming an aweful trend too.
Met a guy Dan... turned out to be psycho
Met a guy named Jeff... really sweet. Holds doors open, walks me to my car, kisses me on my cheek and then tells me the other night that "it's just not working" we hung out like twice and went for coffee. This guy is too dedicated to work. He works, goes to the gym and sleeps... that's all he does. Whatever.
Derek. I've known him for about a year. But as of recent we've been hanging out a lot more. He told me a week ago he was going to call me yesterday (Saturday) to hang out, instead he called me Friday and I was out with friends, but when I was done there I went over. He said he called me Friday cause he was going to hang with "the guys" Saturday.
I went over and we watched a movie, kissed a bit and I left.
Saturday night, went to the CASINO with some friends for dinner and drinks, who do I see? Derek... with some girl, sitting at the Roulette table. She had her arm around him. All my friends told me I should so walk up to him. But I didn't want him to see me cause I had a plan. I was going to call him today and ask him what he did and if he lied... well I would obviously know the truth. Well later on me and my friend went upsatirs to get a drink and look around and when we were coming down the escalators, Derek was right there at the ATM machine and he saw me... it was awkawrd. I tried to pretend to not see him...
Oh yeah... another thing he lives out by Silvercity and when I was over on Friday he was like: "I'm moving to Pierre street next Friday, we're going to be neighbours" great... I thought it was great at the time. I could just walk over there. Guess it's not so great now.
Ugh. I just want to scream. Guys suck! Why are they all scumbag, jerks!
~*Brittany*~