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so i have a 62.9 in french. awesome.
the more i think about actually picking a college the more scared i get. i know i'll be happy at fsu but the amount of weight this decision bears is terrifying! the course of the next four or five years of my life will be completely shaped by where i want to go to school. and probably even longer than four years. because wherever i end up going is where i'll get internships and stuff and possibly end up spending the rest of my life even! how does anyone decide?! i'm not even that torn between two schools or anything but i've been randomly pulled toward penn state lately. i've never even seen it! i don't know what to doooo. and UF has a program for my major where i can get my bachelors and masters degrees in five years. thats huge especially because my dad would pay for all five years.
i think chris is good for me. and really i mean a good influence on me because he's very self disciplined and driven and idk it makes me feel bad about being so lazy so i think i've been trying to do better lately. like yesterday we went to this cafe in world golf village to do the turn of the screw chart. of course then i distracted him from studying for history for like 2 hours. oops...whatever! aaaand then my car battery died...that was cool.
i hate the tempest. end of story.
back to history. the cold war is horribly uninteresting.
ps kaitlin if you're reading this we still need a tok topic.
the more i think about actually picking a college the more scared i get. i know i'll be happy at fsu but the amount of weight this decision bears is terrifying! the course of the next four or five years of my life will be completely shaped by where i want to go to school. and probably even longer than four years. because wherever i end up going is where i'll get internships and stuff and possibly end up spending the rest of my life even! how does anyone decide?! i'm not even that torn between two schools or anything but i've been randomly pulled toward penn state lately. i've never even seen it! i don't know what to doooo. and UF has a program for my major where i can get my bachelors and masters degrees in five years. thats huge especially because my dad would pay for all five years.
i think chris is good for me. and really i mean a good influence on me because he's very self disciplined and driven and idk it makes me feel bad about being so lazy so i think i've been trying to do better lately. like yesterday we went to this cafe in world golf village to do the turn of the screw chart. of course then i distracted him from studying for history for like 2 hours. oops...whatever! aaaand then my car battery died...that was cool.
i hate the tempest. end of story.
back to history. the cold war is horribly uninteresting.
ps kaitlin if you're reading this we still need a tok topic.