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my lovely nicky.
dear nicky,
i miss you more than i have missed anyone or anythign in my entire life. even more than my black paten leather shoes i wore for like 3 years when i was little. you were amazing. the other day conner little john and you knwo who were eating lunch and we were talkign about you and you different types of budy. there is cute, hot, sexy, beautiful, gorgeous, and pretty. and conner said you were one of those few people that are almost all of them. you were cute because of your shortness and you innocent look, hot well becasue of your boobs, sexy because of your long dark hair awesome body, dark skin, and your personality, and gorgeous gorgeous is everything. your personality your stunning face and you smile. you were by far the most gorgeous person. in every way. i loved you little beauty mark on your cheek. i wish thet you were hear..i wish you could help me out wiht cooper. i wish you could go to partys wiht me. your birthday is comming up. i am goign to ahve a big dinner at my house. i hope that you know i was there. i was there the whole time love. i hope you know that i told you i always would be there and i was. i got my cell phone bill and it said you tried to call before you did it. i am so sorry i didnt get your call. i wihs you would ahve left me a message. there are so many if's that go through my mind. i am trying not to think about them so much...but its so hard. i wish i could ahve saved you. everyone thinks about you and there are so many people that miss you love. there are more people than you thought i am sure. i hope you saw all the people that came for you. i love you and will forever. there sint a day that goes by that i dont think about you my love.
LOVE
dear nicky,
i miss you more than i have missed anyone or anythign in my entire life. even more than my black paten leather shoes i wore for like 3 years when i was little. you were amazing. the other day conner little john and you knwo who were eating lunch and we were talkign about you and you different types of budy. there is cute, hot, sexy, beautiful, gorgeous, and pretty. and conner said you were one of those few people that are almost all of them. you were cute because of your shortness and you innocent look, hot well becasue of your boobs, sexy because of your long dark hair awesome body, dark skin, and your personality, and gorgeous gorgeous is everything. your personality your stunning face and you smile. you were by far the most gorgeous person. in every way. i loved you little beauty mark on your cheek. i wish thet you were hear..i wish you could help me out wiht cooper. i wish you could go to partys wiht me. your birthday is comming up. i am goign to ahve a big dinner at my house. i hope that you know i was there. i was there the whole time love. i hope you know that i told you i always would be there and i was. i got my cell phone bill and it said you tried to call before you did it. i am so sorry i didnt get your call. i wihs you would ahve left me a message. there are so many if's that go through my mind. i am trying not to think about them so much...but its so hard. i wish i could ahve saved you. everyone thinks about you and there are so many people that miss you love. there are more people than you thought i am sure. i hope you saw all the people that came for you. i love you and will forever. there sint a day that goes by that i dont think about you my love.
LOVE