Sep 30, 2004 23:59
I wrote to Davi today, and it was really hard. Actually I started writing right after my last entry. I was thinking about him all day and how much I miss the old times. I used to cry with him and laugh with her and I did everything with him [[yes like that]] lol and I miss him so much. I wrote about the good times Ive had, the bad and the ones Ill never forget. I wrote about how great of a person he is, and told him that I was sorry for letting him see my cry his last day here. He still means so much to me, and I really hope tht I can see him soon. I dont really know made me write him a letter [[other then the fact that he told me to,]] but there's so much thats been left unsaid since he left us. I hate it when he says that he doubts anyone misses him, becasue I know we all do. He's a great person, and he has one of those rpersonalities that I know everyone will remember until the day they die. He might be one of the smartest, caring, loving, understanding, cutest, guys I've ever met and I just hope he stays that way forever because he was a personality thats worth the world. I'll always remember the times we had together. You'll always be my one and only Naughty Boy. DAVI I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU SO MUCH. I'D NEVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER FORGET YOU.
Yeah, this right here goes out to everyone
that has lost someone or that
truly loved....
Check it out....
Seems like yesterday we used to rock the show
I laced the track, you locked the flow
So far from hangin' on the block for dough
Notorius they got to know that
Life ain't always what it seem to be
Words can't express what you mean to me!
Even though you're gone we still a team
Thru your family I'll fulfill your dreams
In the future can't wait to see if you'll
Open up the gates for me
Reminisce sometime the night they took my friend
Try to black it out, but it plays again
When it's real feelings hard to conceal
Can't imagine all the pain I feel
Give anything to hear half your breath
I know you still livin' your life after death
Every step I take
Every move I make
Every single day
Everytime I pray
I'll be missing you
Thinking of the day
When you went awayEvery step I take
Every move I make
Every single day
Everytime I pray
I'll be missing you
What a life to take
What a bond to break
I'll be missing you
(We miss you, DAVI**...)
It's kinda hard wit you not around
Know you in Heaven smilin' down
Watching us while we pray for you
Everyday we pray for you
Till the day we meet again
In my heart is where I keep you friend
Memories give me the strength I need to proceed
Strength I need to believe
My thoughts, Big, I just can't define
Wish I could turn back the hands of time
Us and the six shop for new clothes and kicks
You and me takin' flics
Makin' hits, stages they receive you on
Still can't believe you're gone
Give anything to hear half your breath
I know you still livin' your life after death
Somebody tell me why...
One black morning
When this life is over
I know, I'll see your face
Every night I pray
Every step I take
Every move I make
Every single day
Every night I pray
Every step I take
Every move I make
Every single day
Every night I pray
Every step I take
Every move I make
Every single day
Every night I pray
Every step I take
Every move I make
Every single day
We miss you DAVI. ♥